Animal speak?!?

So I was over at my buddy AJ's house on Sunday partying it up and stuff, and at one point that night their dog was making a lot of noise in its kennel so I went up and let it go outside for a while.... after a few minutes it started scratching at the door so I went over and let it back in... it proceeded to running around the house, and I tried multiple times to get it to go back into its kennel but it would always just run right back around me... so finally I waited for it to come back near me, and I closed my eyes and found my quiet space and reached out to it and asked it to just make things easier for me and get into its kennel.... and when I opened my eyes, he walked right into his kennel without me even signaling for him to do so.

....so I guess my question is.... weird coincidence, or an actual account of psychic communication with animals?? Thoughts/opinions on this little episode?

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So another thing just came up.... I was going over my dream journal and I realized that the past few dreams that I have had have had some common symbols.... they are: the ocean/sea, family/friends, a house, and pizza. Yes, pizza. lol. Do any of you who are good at dream interpretations have any thoughts on these recurring symbols?? You can click on that link above (the dream journal link) if you want to read the whole dreams (which you are also welcome to interpret, of course).

Full Moon Ritual. Again! =)

So tonight I went to another Full Moon Ritual, but it was with a different group of people. It was awesome! I had lots of fun; maybe even more fun than I had yesterday... but let's not go there, lol I'll just say that I had a great time at both rituals. This kind of stuff is really what I need, you know? This entire time I've been doing stuff on my own and experiencing this path without anyone to talk to about it and teach me anything... and now I have a whole San Diego full of pagans to talk to for experience and advice! This is awesome! During the grounding part of tonight's ritual, somehow I was able to always be a step ahead of the narration, even though I had never done a grounding before that.... kinda weird, huh?

wonderful.

So i just got back home from a Full Moon Ritual with a bunch of pagans in San Diego County... it was awesome. I loved it. It was my first ritual and I didn't quite know what to expect, but it was so much fun! The people were great and everyone was so friendly and I just loved it all. It was a wonderful experience. I can't wait for more meetups with the pagans in the area. I had a wonderful conversation with the high priestess of the ceremony afterwards and she shared many enlightening things about life and stuff and she said that she had sensed that there was an archangel working with me.... I figure that it's Metatron, because of that one period of time when I would always see his name all over the place. But anyway....this is exactly what I have been looking for to help complete my pagan experience... this is just the bit of motivation that I need to keep on going with my pagan studies and spiritual growth... so I plan on doing more of these and learning a lot more.

on another note, in dealing with synchronicity, for some odd reason that I do not quite know yet, lately gay stuff has been popping up around me.... i mean just very recently. like in the past two days it seems like the whole world is screaming gay at me lol. i don't quite understand why but it seems like no matter where I go, there always seems to be something gay that shows up or happens...hmmm. i wonder what it all means. any thoughts, folks?

The Fourth Kind.

So I just watched The Fourth Kind with my buddy Mike last night, and I don't know if all this was brought on by watching that movie and it's just all paranoia induced by the movie or if there was a real reason behind my uneasiness late last night.... but Mike was saying how he wasn't gonna be able to sleep after watching the movie, so I jokingly said "Awww.... does Mikey need someone to sleep over tonight?" And he was like "Yeah will you?" So I figured I'd do it, since I didn't wanna go back to my barracks room anyway.... so we went back to his place and chilled for a while, and watched The Covenant... then it was time to go to bed.... it was around 2 in the morning when I fell asleep, and then the weird stuff happened. I don't know if I was just dreaming and it was some kind of nightmare situation that was just inspired by the movie, but all I know is that it was all very, very weird.

In my supposed dream, I was awake the entire time and in the bed hearing all kinds of noises around me, doors opening and closing and random tapping noises...and then I felt someone bump into the foot of the bed, and all this time I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't.... i was really scared in the supposed dream I was having.... and at one point I swear I heard a male voice saying something.... I couldn't make out what it was saying though. And then later I felt like someone was just looming over me watching me try to go to sleep..... And then I felt its presence on the right side of the bed, just sitting there laughing in amusement at my suffering.... It was starting to get difficult for me to breathe, so I finally opened my eyes and turned my head towards it to see what it was, but I couldn't see it because I couldn't turn my head far enough.... something was holding me back. I kept pushing and pushing trying to see what it was but I couldn't, and so I started shouting out at the top of my lungs, "Why can't I see you?!? Why can't I see you?!? What are you? Why can't I see you, dammit why!?!?!?" After a while I eventually gave up and just laid in bed waiting for the morning to come. And then something happened, I don't remember what exactly, but it woke me up for real....and as all of this was happening, it felt like hours had gone by... so I was expecting to wake up to sunlight and be alright.... but no. I woke up, and it was still dark. And something inside me told me that if I checked my cell phone, it would show that it was only 3:33.... and well I checked, and it WAS 3:33..... So all that time that I thought hours had gone by and it was the morning already, it had really only been about an hour and a half...

So I sat up in the bed, thought about things for a minute, and got up out of bed and walked over to Mike's room and woke him up.... and then I asked if I could sleep in his room for the rest of the night and I proceeded to explain to him what had happened and we were both pretty spooked. THe weird thing was, when we got back to his place earlier, I had a little flash vision that we would end up sleeping in the same bed.... and all that time I thought that he would end up asking me to sleep with him because he was too scared, but I guess it ended up being me. Idk, I just really did not feel right at all being out in the other room.... something just wasn't right about it all. So I felt a lot more secure in Mike's room. I woke up this morning with a swollen eye... And that's all for my little experience.

Something I noticed lately....

Ever since I moved down here to San Diego, I have noticed a sudden dramatic increase in my intuitive abilities..... in the past week that I've been here, I have been able to always identify which elevator is going to open up when I am waiting for one of the four elevators to get to my floor, when I'm watching tv shows I somehow know exactly almost to the T what will happen next, and then the other day my friend was tossing a coin and asking me and his other friend if it was heads or tails and I got it right every single time.... he did it like over 10 times and I got every single one right. Hmmmmm..... idk, just something that I noticed. Anyone have any thoughts on that?

Self reading using the Moving Spread

So I found this awesome spread on Aeclectic Tarot for insight into making big moves, and I thought that it was a perfect chance for me to get some insight into this big move of mine from Bremerton, WA to San Diego, CA. I'll post the spread sheet that I made on photoshop here along with the picture of the actual reading spread. I am also using a brand new deck that I bought just the other day, the Dragon Tarot , which I find to be beautiful and full of inspiring images that can help the intuitive process in tarot readings...

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1. Page of Swords - This tells me that I was feeling somewhat "trapped" back in Washington, and my need to regain my freedom has allowed me to accept this move that was caused by circumstances beyond my control.

2. 20 Judgement - This tells me that I have learned that life is all about transformation, and that each big move in life brings on a new transformation and new lessons to learn.

3. Queen of Cups - This reminds me of how I felt about things before I made my move down here; how emotional I was about everything and how sad I was about having to move.

4. Two of Coins - This tells me that I will be in the same line of work, but I will be moving on to a different place (which is definitely the case here).

5. Six of Swords - This tells me that I will learn to accept this big move because it will take me away from a lot of negativity in my life (which happens to also be very true, as my time on the Stennis resulted in a lot of bad memories and experiences which has led to so much negativity towards my being in the Navy)

6. Page of Coins - This describes exactly how I feel about the whole situation; I have been wanting to cross rate into something else (take on a new job in the Navy) because my job is just too dull and unenjoyable for me.... and I have also been wanting to take on more responsibility by getting promoted (which will hopefully happen this month).

7. 12 The Hanging Dragon - This tells me that I worry that I will spend too much time here doing nothing; that there will be a lot of idle time and it will be a while before I get new orders to a new command (which is, in fact, something that I worry about often since I moved down here)

8. Six of Cups - The meaning behind this card showing up in this position is far too personal for me to fully explain on this blog.... However I will say this; I do indeed have many lessons about sharing, giving, and receiving to learn so that this situation doesn't end up happening to someone else.

9. Ace of Coins - This card tells me that this move does not come without its benefits. A new doorway is opening up in my work life, and this to me means that I will get to start anew at a new command and hopefully do a lot better than I did at my last command.

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All in all, this reading was very accurate for me and I am very pleased with the results. The tarot just keeps on bringing me new surprises every day and I am finally starting to learn some of the cards.... I just need to keep this up and hopefully soon I won't need to look in a book for reference any more ;)

So what do you think of my reading? All comments are welcome and greatly appreciated!

It's been a while...

I've been busy with work so I haven't really had the time to update you guys, sorry for that. Just for the sake of letting you all know that I'm still here and I still intend on keeping this blog updates, I will post a dream that I had this morning.... Please share your thoughts and interpretations. I've never dreamt about anything involving aliens before, so I thought this was interesting.

I dreamt I was sitting outside at the smoke pit smoking, and there were a couple of people around me, and suddenly I saw a huge alien spaceship flying over us... I started freaking out but at first no one else could see it, then I started to see more of them and after a few minutes everyone else could see them. then they started shooting these beams out and whoever they hit would instantly become their drone slaves. I left the smoke pit and headed up to my room as soon as I saw the first bunch of people get turned into slaves, and I escaped just in time because a few minutes after I left the smoke pit, a huge beam hit it and everyone that was still there became drone slaves. I called my best friend bobby and I was freaking out over the phone telling him to hurry up and get indoors to his room as soon as possible because he would get turned into a mindless alien slave if he got hit by the beams. I was doing some stuff in my room for a while and then I heard loud knocking at my door. I asked who it was and I peeked through the peephole and saw Bobby standing outside so I opened the door immediately, and I tried to close it as soon as I opened it, because when I opened it there were three alien drones standing next to him. I tried my best to close the door, I was pushing on it with all my might and even using the wall behind me for extra force but they were starting to overpower me... so I reached out and grabbed Bobby and pulled him in and I somehow managed to shut the door after that. Then I grabbed hold of Bobby and held him in my arms and told him that I was very sorry for what had happened and that I would find a way, I would do whatever it takes to get him back to normal... but because he was already a drone slave he had no response... and that's when I woke up.

any thoughts?