Saturday, November 14, 2009

The Fourth Kind.

So I just watched The Fourth Kind with my buddy Mike last night, and I don't know if all this was brought on by watching that movie and it's just all paranoia induced by the movie or if there was a real reason behind my uneasiness late last night.... but Mike was saying how he wasn't gonna be able to sleep after watching the movie, so I jokingly said "Awww.... does Mikey need someone to sleep over tonight?" And he was like "Yeah will you?" So I figured I'd do it, since I didn't wanna go back to my barracks room anyway.... so we went back to his place and chilled for a while, and watched The Covenant... then it was time to go to bed.... it was around 2 in the morning when I fell asleep, and then the weird stuff happened. I don't know if I was just dreaming and it was some kind of nightmare situation that was just inspired by the movie, but all I know is that it was all very, very weird.


In my supposed dream, I was awake the entire time and in the bed hearing all kinds of noises around me, doors opening and closing and random tapping noises...and then I felt someone bump into the foot of the bed, and all this time I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't.... i was really scared in the supposed dream I was having.... and at one point I swear I heard a male voice saying something.... I couldn't make out what it was saying though. And then later I felt like someone was just looming over me watching me try to go to sleep..... And then I felt its presence on the right side of the bed, just sitting there laughing in amusement at my suffering.... It was starting to get difficult for me to breathe, so I finally opened my eyes and turned my head towards it to see what it was, but I couldn't see it because I couldn't turn my head far enough.... something was holding me back. I kept pushing and pushing trying to see what it was but I couldn't, and so I started shouting out at the top of my lungs, "Why can't I see you?!? Why can't I see you?!? What are you? Why can't I see you, dammit why!?!?!?" After a while I eventually gave up and just laid in bed waiting for the morning to come. And then something happened, I don't remember what exactly, but it woke me up for real....and as all of this was happening, it felt like hours had gone by... so I was expecting to wake up to sunlight and be alright.... but no. I woke up, and it was still dark. And something inside me told me that if I checked my cell phone, it would show that it was only 3:33.... and well I checked, and it WAS 3:33..... So all that time that I thought hours had gone by and it was the morning already, it had really only been about an hour and a half...


So I sat up in the bed, thought about things for a minute, and got up out of bed and walked over to Mike's room and woke him up.... and then I asked if I could sleep in his room for the rest of the night and I proceeded to explain to him what had happened and we were both pretty spooked. THe weird thing was, when we got back to his place earlier, I had a little flash vision that we would end up sleeping in the same bed.... and all that time I thought that he would end up asking me to sleep with him because he was too scared, but I guess it ended up being me. Idk, I just really did not feel right at all being out in the other room.... something just wasn't right about it all. So I felt a lot more secure in Mike's room. I woke up this morning with a swollen eye... And that's all for my little experience.



Friday, November 13, 2009

Something I noticed lately....

Ever since I moved down here to San Diego, I have noticed a sudden dramatic increase in my intuitive abilities..... in the past week that I've been here, I have been able to always identify which elevator is going to open up when I am waiting for one of the four elevators to get to my floor, when I'm watching tv shows I somehow know exactly almost to the T what will happen next, and then the other day my friend was tossing a coin and asking me and his other friend if it was heads or tails and I got it right every single time.... he did it like over 10 times and I got every single one right. Hmmmmm..... idk, just something that I noticed. Anyone have any thoughts on that?



Monday, November 9, 2009

Self reading using the Moving Spread

So I found this awesome spread on Aeclectic Tarot for insight into making big moves, and I thought that it was a perfect chance for me to get some insight into this big move of mine from Bremerton, WA to San Diego, CA. I'll post the spread sheet that I made on photoshop here along with the picture of the actual reading spread. I am also using a brand new deck that I bought just the other day, the Dragon Tarot , which I find to be beautiful and full of inspiring images that can help the intuitive process in tarot readings...


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1. Page of Swords - This tells me that I was feeling somewhat "trapped" back in Washington, and my need to regain my freedom has allowed me to accept this move that was caused by circumstances beyond my control.


2. 20 Judgement - This tells me that I have learned that life is all about transformation, and that each big move in life brings on a new transformation and new lessons to learn.


3. Queen of Cups - This reminds me of how I felt about things before I made my move down here; how emotional I was about everything and how sad I was about having to move.


4. Two of Coins - This tells me that I will be in the same line of work, but I will be moving on to a different place (which is definitely the case here).


5. Six of Swords - This tells me that I will learn to accept this big move because it will take me away from a lot of negativity in my life (which happens to also be very true, as my time on the Stennis resulted in a lot of bad memories and experiences which has led to so much negativity towards my being in the Navy)


6. Page of Coins - This describes exactly how I feel about the whole situation; I have been wanting to cross rate into something else (take on a new job in the Navy) because my job is just too dull and unenjoyable for me.... and I have also been wanting to take on more responsibility by getting promoted (which will hopefully happen this month).


7. 12 The Hanging Dragon - This tells me that I worry that I will spend too much time here doing nothing; that there will be a lot of idle time and it will be a while before I get new orders to a new command (which is, in fact, something that I worry about often since I moved down here)


8. Six of Cups - The meaning behind this card showing up in this position is far too personal for me to fully explain on this blog.... However I will say this; I do indeed have many lessons about sharing, giving, and receiving to learn so that this situation doesn't end up happening to someone else.


9. Ace of Coins - This card tells me that this move does not come without its benefits. A new doorway is opening up in my work life, and this to me means that I will get to start anew at a new command and hopefully do a lot better than I did at my last command.


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All in all, this reading was very accurate for me and I am very pleased with the results. The tarot just keeps on bringing me new surprises every day and I am finally starting to learn some of the cards.... I just need to keep this up and hopefully soon I won't need to look in a book for reference any more ;)


So what do you think of my reading? All comments are welcome and greatly appreciated!



Wednesday, October 21, 2009

It's been a while...

I've been busy with work so I haven't really had the time to update you guys, sorry for that. Just for the sake of letting you all know that I'm still here and I still intend on keeping this blog updates, I will post a dream that I had this morning.... Please share your thoughts and interpretations. I've never dreamt about anything involving aliens before, so I thought this was interesting.


I dreamt I was sitting outside at the smoke pit smoking, and there were a couple of people around me, and suddenly I saw a huge alien spaceship flying over us... I started freaking out but at first no one else could see it, then I started to see more of them and after a few minutes everyone else could see them. then they started shooting these beams out and whoever they hit would instantly become their drone slaves. I left the smoke pit and headed up to my room as soon as I saw the first bunch of people get turned into slaves, and I escaped just in time because a few minutes after I left the smoke pit, a huge beam hit it and everyone that was still there became drone slaves. I called my best friend bobby and I was freaking out over the phone telling him to hurry up and get indoors to his room as soon as possible because he would get turned into a mindless alien slave if he got hit by the beams. I was doing some stuff in my room for a while and then I heard loud knocking at my door. I asked who it was and I peeked through the peephole and saw Bobby standing outside so I opened the door immediately, and I tried to close it as soon as I opened it, because when I opened it there were three alien drones standing next to him. I tried my best to close the door, I was pushing on it with all my might and even using the wall behind me for extra force but they were starting to overpower me... so I reached out and grabbed Bobby and pulled him in and I somehow managed to shut the door after that. Then I grabbed hold of Bobby and held him in my arms and told him that I was very sorry for what had happened and that I would find a way, I would do whatever it takes to get him back to normal... but because he was already a drone slave he had no response... and that's when I woke up.


any thoughts?



Sunday, September 27, 2009

Understanding...

So this was my birthday weekend, and it was full of partying and getting drunk and the like, but I'd have to say that something very significant did come out of it all. Friday night was the first party; my best friend Bobby took me to one of his friends' places and we had a little party.... it was all fun and games until the drama unfolded and hurtful things were said between Bobby and his girlfriend... So anyway the point I'm trying to get at here is that after that night I finally understand what Bobby's role in my life is, and why he's here as my best friend now. That night he was in tears as he spilled out his whole life story; and most parts of it eerily mirrored parts of my own life and my troubled childhood and adolescence. After talking to him and listening to his story, it finally dawned on me (I had always believed in it before, but this just confirmed it without a doubt) that everything in life really does happen for a reason. I had lived a very emotionally troubled childhood and adolescence and I had weathered the great storm that was that part of my life so that on that day, when Bobby spilt his life out to me, I would be able to immediately make a connection on an emotional and spiritual level.... It all came together, like the pieces of a puzzle had suddenly just been put together to form the big picture right in front of my eyes. I finally understand now. And I know what I must do.



Monday, September 7, 2009

More EVPs from our second Ouija session.....

So I finally mustered up the courage to go over the rest of the audio from our second Ouija session... or rather, I finally got off my lazy ass and made the time to do so... I could have just as easily done it in the past couple of days, but I have been too lazy to. I have an hour of footage to review in the second session, and about 50 minutes on the first session so it'll take a while.... a very long while. So far I'm about 15 minutes into the second session and I have already caught 7 more EVPs, in addition to that very first one that I found. The first one that I found today caught me by surprise more than the original one that I found; it said "It's too fuckin' hot!" Or at least that's what me and Dylan think it's saying. You be the judge. Well after I post the file. I will post them all up as soon as I finish analyzing the audio track.



Friday, September 4, 2009

Ouija Board experience #2

So later that night we decided to go another round of Ouija boarding, and the following is what we got.



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DN: Is there anyone present in the room?


(no movement)




DN: Is there anyone here that wants to talk with us?


(no movement)




DN: If there is anyone here in the room, please let us know.


(no movement)




DH: Is there anyone among us?


(no movement)




K: [clicking sound is heard on video] Is there anyone here with us?


(no movement) [after a few moments of silence, Denyale turns the lights on]




DN: Maybe they don't like the dark. I'm serious, I heard that once.




K: Is there anyone here with us?


(no movement) [after more silence, I move away from the board and turn the lights off while Dylan and Denyale try the board on their own]




DN: Is it past your bedtime?


(no movement)




DN: We just wanna communicate with you. Just let us know if you're in the room.


(no movement) [after more silence, I switch places with Dylan]




K: Is there anyone here with us?


(no movement)




DN: We're trying to use this board to communicate with you.


(no movement)




K: What is your name?


(no movement)




DN: Would you like to speak with us tonight?


(no movement)




K: Is there anyone in the room that you do not want to speak to?


NO [Dylan returns to the board]




DN: How many people are in the room with us?


5





DN: Do we know any of you?


NO



DN: Would any of you like to talk to a specific one of us?


YES



K: Which one of us would you like to talk to?


YOU





K: What is your name?


JO



K: Are you pointing to O?


NO



K: What letter comes after J?


ON



K: Were you pointing to N?


NO



K: What is your name?


JO



K: How old are you?


6



K: Are you 6 years old?


YES



K: Where are you from?


YAKIMA



K: What message do you have for me?


KAG



K: Can you repeat that please?


(at 15:04 on the video, "Jesus" and "oh my God" was heard and sounded like two separate voices [EVP]) KAH



K: What message do you have for me?


6



K: Are you 6 years old?


YES



K: Do you have a message for any of us?


YES



K: What are you here to tell us?


KAG



K: Are those initials of someone?


NO



K: Can you tell us what KAG means?


UH



K: Do you prefer the light being off?


YES



K: Are you scared?


NO



K: Is my spirit guide present?


NO



K: Are any of our spirit guides present?


YES




K: Whose spirit guide is present with us?


DH



K: Is Dylan's spirit guide here with us?


YES



K: Are we currently speaking to Dylan's spirit guide?


NO



K: May we speak to Dylan's spirit guide?
YES




K: What is the name of the person we are speaking to right now?


KIM



DH: Is there a message that you have for me?


YES



DH: Can you tell me what it is?


HOLD INTER




DH: Is it hold interest?


YES




DH: Can you tell me what I need to hold interest in?


HAI



DH: Is that someone's initials?


NO



DH: Is it a person?


YES



DH: Can you give me their initials?


HAI



DH: Is there anything specific I need to know about this person?


YES




DH: Can you tell me what that is?


GOGO "NO"



DH: Can you repeat that?


GOE "NO"



DH: Can you clarify what specific thing about this person that I need to know?


GOOD




DH: They're a good person?
YES




DH: Do I know this person?


NO



DH: Will I meet this person soon?


YES



DH: Can you tell me where I'll meet this person?


LAKE



DH: Can you tell me what lake?
YAKIMA




DN: What lake in Yakima?
MAKAM




DH: Does that mean Makam?


NO



DH: Can you clarify which lake?
(no movement)



DH: Can you tell me which lake in Yakima?


CLELAR



DN: Do you mean Clearlake?


YES



DH: Is Clearlake significant to all three of us?


NO



DH: Is it just significant for me?


YES



DH: Who will I go there with?
N




DH: Can you repeat that?


NA




DH: Do you mean Nash?


YES



DH: When will we go there?


MARCH



DH: Do you know what day in March?


2 "NO"



DH: Can you repeat it?


13



DH: March 13th?


YES



DH: Is there anything important about that date?


YES




DH: What's the significance of March 13th?


MAJASTY



DH: Majesty?


YES



DH: Can you clarify what the significance of March 13 is?


MAGAGEF



DH: Are you still with us?


YES



DH: Can you tell me what Majesty means?


LOVE



DH: Does Majesty have to do with a movie theater?


YES



DH: I'm gonna meet this person at a movie theater?


YES




DH: Can you tell me again the name of the person I'm supposed to meet?


(no movement)



DH: Can you tell me who I'm supposed to meet?


(no movement)



DH: Are you still with us?
(no movement)




DH: Do you not know the name of the person I'm supposed to meet?


NO




DH: You do know the name of the person?


YES



DN: Is she a friend of mine?


YES




DN: Which one?


KA "NO"




DN: Can you tell us again?


NAH




DN: Are those initials?


YES




DN: What else would you like to tell us while you're with us?


MAKE GOOD JU



DN: What comes after U?


N




DN: Make good what?


JUAH



DN: Are you trying to spell judgement?


YES



DN: Make good judgement? On what?


HE



DN: Make good judgement on he?


YES



DN: Who is he?


JOE



DN: Make good judgement on Joe?


YES



DN: What's the first letter of Joe's last name?


(no movement)



DN: Did you mean M for the last name?


NO



DN: Do we know this person?


YES




DN: How do we know this person? How do we know Joe?


(no movement)



DN: Are you still here?


(no movement)



DN: Are we still speaking with Kim?


YES



DN: Kim, how many people are in this room with you?


4




DN: Can you call Radio's spirit guide?


YES



DN: Are they here?


NO



DN: Do I have a spirit guide here?
YES




DN: What's the name of my spirit guide that's with me?


AD



DN: What comes after D?


E



DN: What next?
(no movement)




DN: Is there another letter after E?


(no movement)



DN: Do I know my spirit guide?


YES



DN: Was I close with my spirit guide?


YES



DN: How long has this person been my spirit guide?


4



DN: 4 what?


NO



DN: Not 4? How long?


5N




DN: Is that the last letter of the spirit guide's name?


NO



DN: Is this spirit guide a relative of mine?


YES




DN: If the spirit guide could give me one word, what would it be, so that I know who it is?


FJ




DN: Do you mean FJ?


NO



DN: How do I know who my spirit guide is?


FISH



DN: Fish?


YES



DN: What's the first letter of my spirit guide's first name?


F




DN: Did you mean F?


NO




DN: Can you try again?


T



DN: Is my spirit guide proud of me?


YES



DN: Is there anything that my spirit guide would like to say to my mother?


GOOD JOB



DN: Good job?


YES



DN: Good job for what?


GRAND



DN: What comes after D?


(no movement)



DN: Good job grand? Is that what you meant to say?


(no movement)



DN: Can my spirit guide tell me what caused you to leave this earth?


BINDLAKOH



DN: I don't know what you're trying to tell us... can you be more specific?


BINDLAKAH



DN: Bind lakah? Is that what you're trying to say?


NO



DN: Are we still speaking with my spirit guide?


YES



DN: To prove you are who I think you are, can you tell me what your cat's name was? Your black, fat cat?


ZOBY



DN: Do you have your glasses on?


NO



DN: Did you mean Toby?


YES [Dylan gets up to blow his nose]



DN: Can I call you Grandpa?


YES [Dylan returns to the table]




DN: What do you miss most, Grandpa?


GR "NO" G




DN: What comes after G, Grandpa?


O



DN: GO where?


(no movement)



DN: You have to go?


YES



DN: Will you be back?


YES [we took a short break at this point to laugh and reflect upon what had just happened with the grandpa and the glasses... at this point I suddenly felt my whole body warm up, a sudden rush of warmth came through me and stayed that way for a while.... neither of them were feeling the warmth though. At this point, I took mediumship again, and just before I asked my question, the sound of a sigh or "hahhh" is heard on the video (EVP), as if it had been right in front of my computer, at 57:40]



K: Is there anyone here that would like to speak to me?


(no movement)



K: Is there anyone here that would like to speak to us?


(no movement) [possible EVP at 58:10]



K: Is there anyone here?


NO



K: Is there anyone around?


NO



K: Would you like to speak with us?


NO



K: Is there anyone else around?


(no movement)




DN: Would you like to speak with us maybe tomorrow?


YES


K: Thank you to all the spirits that were present in this session tonight, thank you for the messages that you presented to us. We ask that you come again when we need to speak with you.



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I am currently still trying to edit the audio files from both sessions to find out if there are more EVPs... I will post more clips as soon as I can get them ready. Let me know what you think!



Here is the first one, I put two files on for comparison purposes. This first one I included some of the surrounding audio so that you could easily tell where the EVP was.

EVP with my voice




This next file is just the EVP itself, amplified so that it is clearer and louder.

EVP, isolated and amplified