So I completely forgot to blog about this, but it's been on my mind since it happened so now that I finally have the time to do it, I am blogging it.
The morning after the NMR and my shamanic journey, I woke up and after eating breakfast I went into the temple to meditate. Almost immediately after closing my eyes, I was transported to my sacred space, the place I go to every time I meditate. It's a grassy knoll type of area, but this time I saw it eventually connecting to a beach and the ocean. When I got there, I was immediately greeted by my wolf totem/guide and without even saying a word I transformed into a wolf and let out a loud howl. Before I knew it, many other howls were going off in the distance, and eventually I was surrounded by a pack of wolves, including my totem wolf. We then immediately proceeded to running. We ran and ran, over the grassy knoll and through the open fields of grass, running and running until we got to the border of the forest entrance. We proceeded to enter the forest, running through it just like we were running through the open fields. After running for a while, we came upon a circular clearing, and in the clearing was a deer with the most majestic antlers I had ever seen. After observing it for a while, I decided to move in on it and attack. I initiated the attack, and after I got the first few bites and rips in, I called the rest of the pack in to feast upon this glorious meal. they proceeded to rip and tear at the deer's flesh and meat with their mouths, and we were all getting saturated with deer blood, and I let out a loud howl, which was soon followed by everyone else. After the feast, we went back to the grassy knoll area and then it was time for me to go home.
Very interesting, indeed. So intense, too. I could feel the wind rushing against my fur, the ground hitting my paws with each stride, and the feeling of the deer's flesh in my mouth as my teeth dug into it. It all felt very real and exciting; I almost didn't want to leave!
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